Whenever I would journal or recite my daily gratitude practice, I always included Dexter. Whenever I prayed, Dexter was always a prominent part of the proceedings. Truth be told, Dexter really gave me a reason to breathe, live, exist, especially during the dark times. And there have been some dark times.
So how do I go on without a strong compelling reason?
I’ll tell you how.
By looking for and appreciating the simple things and maintaining some semblance of routine.
Lofty aspirations do not apply. Neither do high expectations.
So let’s roll. Here’s some simple things that keep me incarnated:
Chocolate covered waffles at Whole Foods ( where have you been all my life?)
“Random” people who seem to be in the right place and time, like the cool lady at Target who searched for me all around the store after finding one denim jacket she thought I might like. I did like it and it fit like a glove.
After I was sad about the ending of the Nurse Jackie series, I decided to binge watch back to the very first episode. New motto: After the ending, revisit the beginning. I am currently at Season 3. Noticing nuances I have missed the first time. Kinda like cable series reincarnation. Or Edie Falco shows reincarnation. I like to revisit the Sopranos too. I miss James Gandolfini. He is dead and so is my dad. He reminded me of my dad. No, my dad was not in the mafia. But he was an actor ( amateur) and he liked my mom’s baked ziti. And he was also a complex character.
We will leave it there.
Thanks to the cable guy who gave me Showtime for free so I can binge watch Nurse Jackie.
Free Netflix trial so I can learn why orange is the new black and other cool stuff.
More foods I can eat again; say hello to tomatoes, raita, salad, beans, cabbage, and strawberry preserves. Welcome back!
The radiant August sun, both relentless and nurturing as it showers me with warmth. I love my Leo gals as well. Here’s a shout out to Deb, Renate, Ka, Julie, and Tamrah Jo.
Deepak and Oprah’s Meditation series on Grace. It is over now and I missed a few, but I relished the chance to reflect on Grace.
Afterall, without Grace, how else would have Dexter found me?
As like most scenarios, we have come full circle. I am grateful to have come full circle. I take comfort in this fact. I appreciate circles too. Why?