This will be brief and to the point – This ascension stuff is real! Every time I try to deny the increase in my abilities, I fall short. Ascension is not what I think it is, according to what I read and hear, but that does not mean that many of us are experiencing a shift in our day-to-day 3D lives.
The weird symptoms I am experiencing this week have had me confused and alarmed. Others I talk to have felt them too: dizziness, light-headedness, chest pain, rapid heart beat, and more. Are they kundalini manifestations or something else? This has happened to me before, in the early 2000s and more recently from 2015 till now ( intermittently). I have had several EKGs and they have been normal. My doctor said he does not think it is my heart. I do not want to dwell on my ordeal, but am wondering if you are getting these also? Email me if you do and we can compare notes.
By the way, if you are enjoying the recent series of orchid header images displayed here, they are photos I took last month at Longwood Gardens, one of my power places. I plan to post more when the time is right.
Here is today’s version of ” Expect the unexpected” :
Today is the anniversary of my father’s death, the day before Spring Equinox. I have been more aware of my clients’ struggles with loss than my own lately and have not been focusing on this date. So I am driving today, running errands, feeling tired and weak from the dizziness, etc and I notice a truck right in front of me. The bumper sticker on both sides says DAD. I could not make this up!
My motto is, if I post it, then it happened. That is my reason for writing today, to share my ups and downs, even as I wonder why I have to struggle so much. I do feel strangely comforted to know my dad is watching over me, hopefully from a more enlightened realm. The relationship was complicated and apparently still is. And yet, there is a point where all that is messy becomes blessed. Do you agree? Please reply because ~
I am listening….
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Anything that comes that brings a negative feeling in any way, for me, can be experienced along a broad range (although now days its mostly a feeling of tension, resistance, or even pain), and when it comes I just allow myself to open to it. I ask what its telling me, I ask where its affecting me, and I am always guided. When I keep my mind open, I often get soulutions, too. For me, the energy is a teacher and it will always show me what needs doing to release the block. So hang in there and inquire within because so many people have so many ideas, some barely baked, some half baked, and some are well done! (meaning we are ALL a work in progress). Hang in there! Its just getting going!
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Hello writer of Waking the Infinite,
Thank you for visiting and leaving such a thoughtful comment. I do agree with you about the workings of energy. I sometimes get frustrated because answers do not come to me in a manner in which I can understand or in a “timely manner”. I appreciate your encouragement and hope you visit soon and often.
peace, litebeing
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If its energetic, there are some very useful methods for releasing blocked energy like TRE, which I have written about a number of times in the past. While connected to the chakra/lightbody system, these old patterns register in the physical tissues and by working with opening your energy up you can allow the flow of Kundalini to clear them out. A lot of yoga is designed for this, too, as well as Qi Gong. I often imagine the energy in the blocked center expanding and flowing. For hard dug-in blocks, this might take weeks or even months, but others have responded within minutes. And the more intense the effects get is sometimes a sign that its getting ready to release. that said, you want to make sure its not physical and a doctor can usually help with that. Good luck!
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I am very careful to see my doctor first as some ( not all) of my ailments have a clear medical cause. The symptoms I wrote about in this post were not helped by my doctor. They have since dissipated. At least for now . Thanks for your suggestions!
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Yes, Linda — some irregular heartbeat stuff that has been going on intermittently since 2005 recurred this last week. I was so “wiped out” Saturday that I felt as though I had worked the night shift — in between worlds the whole day and coffee and naps did not help much! I got up from my second nap at 6:30 PM and was delighted when 8 o’clock rolled around so I could go back to bed! And some slight depression and negative thinking clouded my days all last week. In spite of living in the beautiful new apartment we had moved into the previous Sunday. There were physical factors that could account for the extra tiredness — two trips into town in three days, the move, etc. — but it felt like “more than that.” Tomas and I chalk up anything we can’t easily explain with our rational minds to “the energies” these days. Very intense and sometimes quite uncomfortable. Keep the faith Dear Sister — I think we’re almost to Breakthrough! Lots of love, Alia
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Hi Alia,
No clear explanation has surfaced for my discomfort. It could be the energies, along with job and financial stress. So much we don’t understand. Hope you are feeling better.
love, Linda
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intriguing Linda!
wishing you gentle
pleasant sensations
and well being.
may you be embraced
by the beauty
of your own flowers 🙂
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Hi David,
I treasure the poetic music you play for me via commentary, a symphony of blessings for me and my readers.
Namaste, Linda
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Firstly Linda. A WOW from the Universe as message from your Dad arrived on the Day of his anniversary.. And no we can not make these things up..
Second loving your Orchids.. Beautiful.. 🙂 and Mine are in full bloom now, I showed them on my Garden blog..
And Third..
Yes symptoms tight chest, light heads, fatigue, sleeping loads.. As you may have read in Transformation of Energies, I thought my FMS had come back, but my Acupuncture therapist is working to unblock meridians of Liver and Lung.. Suppressed Anger.. Which made sense.. As these rise apparently come Spring time.
I have done a lot of basic work again upon myself.. Aura clearing, deep meditation. and pulling in Chi with Qi Gong.. and feel much more grounded again this week..
Also since the Equinox.. Have felt much LIGHTER, Brighter and Happier.. 🙂
Sending you Love and hoping you are soon feeling brighter too..
Love and Hugs
Sue ❤
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Hi Sue,
It is lovely to hear from you. I knew you would appreciate the signs I receive. Thanks for your admiration for my orchid photos. We both love flowers, but I lack the green thumb, lol! Regarding my symptoms, I do not think it is anger, which is an emotion I am quite in touch with. I want to learn more about ascension symptoms. I am still not sure if this applies to me because I personally do not understand why symptoms would be required to upgrade. I am on the fence. Very happy to hear you are getting cleared and finding methods that work for you.
Happy Spring with love, Linda
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Thank Linda, and no I didnt mean your symptoms were related to any form of Anger.. Just shared with you what I had found with my energies, and blocks.. 🙂
And we live in interesting times as we are evolving, shredding as we are altering our energies.. We have to also remember all the other energies that affect our own too.. So a constant battle ground of evolving, short circuits and rewiring going on.. 🙂 ❤ 🙂 Love and Hugs dear friend xxx
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thank you
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You are welcome!
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Hi Linda ~
I love how you are always so very in tune with your inner guidance and making connections. I don’t know if this relates, but the time your post came in, I was having a discussion and while ‘out and about,’ I was just informed that the English word ‘gift’ also means ‘poison’ in German. So I was thinking about how we connect things in our consciousness. There’s so much to discover along our ways…
Wishing you all the best, Ka
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Hi Ka,
Sorry for the delay in replying. It is very about the synchronicity regarding gift and poison. Maybe too much of a gift can cause damage?
love to you, Linda ❤
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Hm, perhaps that explains all of the weirdness in my life of late. I sure hope so! I did have a couple of interesting meditations last week which resulted in physical symptoms during key parts of the meditation. I took them as confirmation of what I was working on. I look forward to hearing (and growing) more! Thanks for sharing, Linda, and no, you cannot make this shit UP! lol
Love and light,
~C
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Hi C,
When it comes to my health, I want certainty. And yet, what is certainty anyway? No-thing is what it seems and once awakened, you cannot really pretend that material representations are “real”.
I feel somewhat better, but still some weird symptoms pop up every few days. I do the best I can to take good care of me. What else can we do?
love, Linda
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Sorry to hear about your symptoms. But good to know that your dad is watching over you. That is a cool story that he sent you a bumper sticker reminder.
I have many symptoms, too. The RA inflammation goes round and round and can be anywhere in the body, not only in the joints but also in the heart. So far, I have not attributed this to ascension, though. But maybe it is. Who knows.
I have found that different groups of people have different views on why this illness occurs. Everyone has his or her own lense through which they view this. And consequently, everyone recommends something different for the cure. Which is more or less successful. Of course, every group of people (allopaths vs homeopaths vs lightworkers) is convinced that their view of the illness is the correct one.
Hope you feel better soon.
Hugs,
Karin
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Hi Karin,
I figured you would appreciate the bumper sticker story. Today a bus with the number 11 was ahead of me. Or was it another vehicle? I am inundated with signs and symbols many subtle and some more direct. So sorry to hear about your suffering. I wonder often, why is this necessary?
sending love <3, Linda
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For myself I’ve found the sense of constant struggling arises from multiple ancestral threads of believing in struggle that are well-ensconced in my DNA. It’s been a long ongoing journey to shift my core belief that life is supposed to be a struggle.
As far as the symptoms, I don’t have the same ones, but I’ve been able to feel a lot of energy shifts and big bursts of energy moving through me and I’ve been sleeping like crazy — I’ve been hearing lots of folks talking about exhaustion from how fast energy is shifting.
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Hi Leigh,
I have become more tired also, especially at night. The people I work with are so intense and while I do shield, I figure that some of their essence stays with me. So much to process,,,,,
Thanks for your wisdom. much love, Linda
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Hi linda… sorry to hear about your symptoms… to me they sound like awakening or ascension symptoms… names we use to describe the shift of our consciousness and physical transformation of our body/mind as we higher our frequency to love. In my last post I copied in the book from my friend heather who wrote about her continued study of all these symptoms… it’s an interesting read and helps you understand that what you may be feeling is quite normal and will pass. Much love to you x barbara
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Hi Barbara,
I appreciate your insights and will check out your friend’s book. I wonder why wherever this method originated, was there not a concern that many would think they may be dying? I felt like my heart was collapsing. Not fun.
love to you >3
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Yes that is the point… the old body and way of living has to die… we only experience what each can handle and some people have to feel a lot to truly transform… next time, knowing it’s ok won’t feel so rough I promise cause I’m still feeling it too at time… just remember it’s the heart opening wide open x
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