Tetherless

Food for thought: After publishing this a short while ago, I recalled that I may have used the title Tetherless before. I checked and saw that I had written a post named Untethered. After rereading it now, I suggest that you read it first and then come back here. If you take a look, you’ll get it!

The times continue to be a changin’. In my last post I shared some changes possibly afoot in my  unique neck of the woods frequency. Well it appeared the quantum is validating that I can move. Just waiting for the other party to sign the lease I signed yesterday.  I cannot describe the intensity of my anxiety level. While the embodied surrender practice ( coupled with gratitude) is helping, it seems my worries are limitless. I know most of this is old old stuff, but I have spent most of my adult life processing stuff and actively working on myself. Perhaps Pluto transiting the 12th house of undoing is reactivating my childhood insecurities. I really thought I had progressed so much. Maybe I have and this is still necessary. Since it is happening I will accept that is is necessary.

After publishing my last post I noticed some signs that I was being held and supported by the unseen. The song ” Three Little Birds” by Bob Marley is part of a tv commercial that seems to be airing daily. The chorus Is ” Don’t worry ’bout a thing, cause every little thing’s gonna be alright. ” I love this song and know it well.  A few days prior ( May 21) I learned that God is following my blog. This was a huge surprise! I remember that back in 2020 that The Future was following my blog. These types of announcements really leave an impression!

Just a few days ago I had Chinese food delivered. There were 3 fortune cookies in the bag. I decided to only open up one fortune and it is posted in the image above. This was right after I learned that the leasing agent  was willing to lower the price of a unit for me. Should one make a major life decision based on a fortune cookie? Well another sign was through the radio oracle on Wednesday. As I was driving to the apartment Ain’t No Stopping Us Now came on.  Here are the lyrics courtesy of https://www.songfacts.com/lyrics/mcfadden-whitehead/aint-no-stoppin-us-now

• Ain’t no stoppin’ us now
  We’re on the move
  Ain’t no stoppin’ us now
  We’ve got the groove There’s been so many things that’s held us down
  But now it looks like things are finally comin’ around
  I know we’ve got, a long long way to go
  And where we’ll end up, I don’t know But we won’t let nothin’ hold us back
  We’re putting our selves together
  We’re polishing up our act
  If you felt we’ve been held down before
  I know you’ll refuse to be held down anymore Don’t you let nothing, nothing
  Stand in your way
  I want ya’ll to listen, listen
  To every word I say, every word I say Ain’t no stoppin’ us now (no-oh-oh)
  We’re on the move (han)
  Ain’t no stoppin’ us now
  We’ve got the groove (han)
  Ain’t no stoppin’ us now
  We’re on the move (I know, I know)
  Ain’t no stoppin’ us now
  We’ve got the groove (we got it)I know you know someone that has a negative vibe
  And if you’re trying to make it they only push you aside
  They really don’t have, no where to go
  Ask them where they’re going, they don’t know
  But we won’t let nothin’ hold us back
  We’re gonna put our selves together
  We’re gonna polish up our act (woah)
  And if you’ve ever been held down before
  I know you’ll refuse to be held down anymore Don’t you let nothing, nothing
  Stand in your way
  I want ya’ll to listen, listen
  To every word I say, every word I sayAin’t no stoppin’ us now (no, no, no)
  We’re on the move (the movin’, the groovin’, oh-oh)
  Ain’t no stoppin’ us now (oh-oh-oh, the movin’, yeah-yeah, I know)
  We’ve got the groove (the groovin’, movin’, movin’, movin’, move)
  Ain’t no stoppin’ us now
  We’re on the move
  I know, we’ve got the groove

  Ain’t no stoppin’ us nowWriter/s: Gene Mcfadden, Jerry Allen Cohen, John Whitehead
  Publisher: Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
  Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind

The line We’re on the move really comes into play here. I was not certain my income would approve me anywhere due to the fluctuation in income after leaving one practice for another. I am not making much money right now and that is scary in itself. However I was approved.  Later the very same day I got word that I was credentialed with a major insurance provider after waiting for over 6 months! I have had difficulty accepting both events as true but they are true. I feel so very untethered and overwhelmed. I did not know that I lacked confidence in my ability to do hard things. I have done many many MANY hard things. What is stopping me from believing that I can have a better time on this planet? The irony is I am quite confident helping my clients. A different aspect of me comes online naturally and with ease.

Is everything coming up roses?

I hope that by sharing my vulnerability that at least one person might read this and feel inspired. If you are considering supporting this blog with a donation, now would be an excellent time! ( check out PayPal icon on the right side bar).

I want you all to know that I am clear that a new car, new job, and probably a new home is not the ultimate answer. However I do see that responding to what needs changing in every now moment is what is being asked of many of us here. There is so much more I could write but I am ending this post here. There is a right time for every purpose under heaven. ( I do love me a good song lyric lol!)

Happy Sunday or Monday wherever you are. Hopefully the wildfires in Canada have passed you by. In any case, we are here and there is a reason. So let’s do so with love.

Namaste,

Linda aka litebeing