5784

5784, that’s the title. The number 5784 reduces to a 24/6. This 6 energy is a good fit for me because 6 is my life path number. According to my research,  Venus- ruled 6 has to do with love, family. and the heart. So does that lead to the Jewish New Year 5784 mean more love in my life?

I am not being very productive with setting intentions, I must admit. My motivation is waning and I have few ideas. After reviewing what I wrote last year, I see that most of them either didn’t happen or were partially complete. Then again, is growth ever complete?

The image above is one I took today of my dining room table. The mini pumpkins are back, lending a festive autumn flair. I had not been led to take any photos since the move, although I did think about it a few times. The fact that the table fits in the space is reason enough to feature it here. One thing I have learned ( and re-learned) is that most of my worries and doubts so not come into fruition.  FEAR, I would say to my IOP clients is an acronym for False Evidence Appearing Real. Yet just tonight I found myself worrying again over money and disappointing people. Lack of communication and lack of clarity often cause me suffering. Yet sometimes my efforts to attain strong communication with others. and clarity allude me.  Sometimes people will lie or deceive, often because of their own fears. Often clarity is tricky because when one is dealing with the quantum field, so many possibilities are in play.

I definitely want to be more patient with others in day to day life. My Mercury in Scorpio really likes to be snarky and sometimes nasty when I feel dismissed or patronized. However , how others treat me should not determine my behavior.  In this world on duality, it appears that we are separate. Often the special effects are very convincing! Yet, we are all aspects of the cosmic stew of existence. So I am not separate from the rude, inept, mean, or arrogant person who is not interested on helping me or assisting me with whatever it is I am seeking. Patience includes patience with myself. Patience, forgiveness, and a softer stance would help me grow. Oh is it challenging with recurring pain, financial woes, and a general feeling of overwhelm.

The spiritual road is not easy, says everyone. Giving into the moment  and judging yourself later is very easy. While attending last night’s service, I was reminded that there are so many loving kind generous spirits walking this Earth. My new community is inspiring in a consistent way.

My readers know that the last year was a year of major change for me. I changed jobs in November, leased a new car in April, and moved into my new home in August. This was quite a lot for me to handle. Yet here we are.  I pray for a way to be able to grow even when I feel pain , sadness, or disappointment. I also pray for more love and peace of mind.

It is obvious that I am still preparing to set intentions. This post was a way to sort out some of my thoughts. Many times I have been told that we get what we expect so if you want something different to appear, start expecting something different. I pray I can master this ability to get out of my own way. Teaching others to do is a breeze for me. Perhaps 5784 will be my time.