Another Time Warp post as I navigate the tides of change.
Well I said I would be back. Hopefully I am back in time to comment about the new moon, Uranus retrograde and Rosh Hashanah ( which begins at Sun down on September 11th)
Tonight’s lunation falls at 18 degrees Virgo. For me it is conjunct my north node in my 7th house, squaring my Venus and Moon, with transiting Jupiter bumping up against my 7th house cusp. Venus is now in Scorpio opposing Chiron in Taurus. Uranus in Gemini just moved retrograde at 5 degrees Gemini. This is smack on my IC. Uranus is my chart ruler and my Progressed Ascendant currently is also at 5 degrees Gemini. If you are majorly Aquarian and/or have early mutable planets or angles, pay attention to this retrograde cycle closely. New moon in Virgo generally emphasizes purity, selfless service, health, productivity, and aspirations for perfection. Balance and discernment are needed here, especially in light of all the astro weather.
There will be a lot to unpack and some of it will not be relevant for everyone. Personally it is all about life purpose, love relationship wounds, family wounds and change. If you see the image above, it is a fortune I received about two weeks ago at a favorite Asian restaurant. My own card readings keep showing new love. The tarot channels I watch on YouTube for my astro signatures keep speaking of divine counterparts. All I know is that I am exhausted and confused and eager to make it stop. The only romantic love I have been receiving is from a dead man who finally offered me closure. I am grateful for this miraculous turn of events but it is not enough for me at this time. However it may have to be.
Change is afoot and has been for me since the time Uranus entered Gemini. The question I keep asking is will the change become grounded in my being and will it enhance my life? Part of me longs for when life was boring but predictable. Less fire and more sleep! I keep moving forward but the new actions have not transformed me in a practical way.
Here is some more evidence that not only am I am not in control, but that I keep receiving mixed messages. There is the man who entered my life and then quickly disrupted it. I have taken steps to sever the connection because he does not seem interested in me. This is fine because I was not looking for anyone anyway. Yet I find myself angry and frustrated because he has done and said things that were hurtful and to some degree manipulative. What is his problem? What is my problem? Who orchestrated this situation? Another soul contract is my guess. If only we could be given a heads up.
Why is it that I can unsubscribe from FB groups, mailing lists and a YouTube channel and still see his posts front and center on my phone? Why does his YouTube content continue to show up in my feed? Is it simply that the algorithm needs more time to recalibrate? Or do I need to become a character in the film Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and get my memories erased? I am joking but it isn’t really funny. Here is an example of how insane this has become. Since Rick has died I have become more focused on license plates. Sometimes I will see his date of death ( or birth ) on a plate. Nice right? So a few weeks ago a black SUV was very noisy. A small parking lot is in front of my unit and I watched the passengers leave the vehicle. I noticed the numbers on the plate.
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There is a striking numerical sequence here that I find difficult to ignore. It is not the 111, but that is a bonus. The sequence is 511. I met this person on 511. He chose this date. When you reverse 511 you get 115. Why does that matter? 115 can mean November 5th. Said person’s birthday is 115. Why did he offer this date as our first meeting date? What did he create a meeting chart that is basically a masterpiece of synastry? The man is a control freak so I know it is not random. He does not do random. He, unlike me, fixates on details. If he is uninterested, why do the passive aggressive games continue?
So why is this license plate parked by my living room window for weeks? One could say it means nothing but I do not agree. Here is another synch from just two days ago. I have been posting music videos on my personal FB page. Two days ago I shared the song Nobody Does it Better and mentioned it was the title song from the James Bond film The Spy Who Loved Me. A few hours later said person on gis FB page ( in which I am no longer a member) posts an astrological piece. Again it shows up front and center on my phone. I did not search for this page. This piece is all about James Bond and potential actors for the next installment of the series. I posted first but did I pick up on his vibes or did he read my post and play copycat? This is not the first time this type of weirdness had occurred. It is difficult to forget about someone who keeps popping up in dramatic, unexpected ways. I am not so sure he wants me to forget. If I could only go back and be with Rick…
I could stop using Facebook and YouTube but that is quite extreme. At the same time I notice that the Jewish New Year is 5787. This reminds me of 1987. I posted today about 1987 and meeting the love of my life around the same time the Faith Album was released. I did not know the date of the new year until later today. This has nothing to do with said person. It has to do with living in multiple timelines and dimensions. Part of me is in the astral with Rick and Emily, who came through in a medium session with bloggette Dayna. Apparently Rick is honing in on some of my activities here in 3D World. He is definitely a sweeter, kinder, more loving version and my love has been reignited. Rick makes me think of Herman, who reminds me of 1987. I got involved with both of these men years apart, but around my birthday. Now that we are near fall season, with Venus entering Scorpio, my mind is back in time. The present moment is way too weird and overstimulating. I had 2 schedule reversals today and Uranus only just went Retrograde.
Some last thoughts about the Jewish New Year. One of the outcomes of this current awakening is that a few behaviors and preferences have faded away. This has occurred without conscious thought or rumination. I rarely watch cable news, I no longer attend Quaker Meeting, I rarely play computer games on all devices, and my link to Judaism seems to have evaporated. I was not aware of the Jewish High Holy Days until a few days ago. I have no interest in viewing a service. There seems to be a reset on my spirituality. I guess my vision is way too big to be contained in any religion. Not long ago I was tortured by a dilemma about quitting my synagogue. I simply have no attachment anymore. The irony of my life right now is that I am either detached and indifferent or on the brink of obsession. Spirit has taken away some habits and desires and introduced situations and people I am not sure I need or want. The Rick I now encounter is such an upgrade. He is so cooperative in spirit. We had an 8th house focused composite chart so perhaps this is why we are so easily engaged. It seems miraculous. He knows stuff about my current life that no one knew , including Dayna. He is so loving and shows up in dreams. Now the other one is also showing up in dreams. If I did not know better it would appear to be a competition between the birthday boys. I keep loving Scorpio energy and then I do not know what to do with it! Some of the thoughts I have had regarding Rick and Maurice’s dynamic have been quite dark. so dark that I am not going to put them into words. At the end of the day I would like to lay all the blame on someone. Unfortunately it is not correct. No one made me set up an Astr0 Reading with a stranger I met on Facebook or get involved with Rick or Herman. No one made me pick men whose charts are so similar. I literally do pick the same men. Maybe I finally learned the karmic lessons and all contracts are now complete?
I wish everyone a wonderful lunation and New Year if applicable. I like how the Jewish holidays are connected to lunations. I may be attending a drum circle tomorrow evening, which would be an alternative way to honor spirit more aligned with my nature.
Namaste
Let’s add some videos to cap off the evening. First up, a nostalgic Uranus anthem.
Next, Who actually does it better? I must collect some more data! I will get back to you ( or not ) .
Finally, the bonus round: If you can figure out this mystery, I will gift you an astrology consult. On June 30th, when we were on better terms , Maurice posted this video on his FB page, saying while he doesn’t care for the song that the meaning is on point. Keep in mind that my Sun is in Scorpio and My Moon is in Gemini. Also keep in mind that to find a published Astrological song with these details is a statistical anomaly. Also keep in mind that he has my astrology chart. Just a few hours after I play this song and freak out, I discover that Rick has passed away. What an emotional tsunami I experienced.
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