Hello Litebeings!
The title of this post came through me. I am not sure what is meant here. However I am pro – liberation. I am at the point where all these portals and Astrological events are blending together. Am I becoming Post – Astrological ? What a question? Sometimes I am just in another dimension, For example, I have been thinking about my birthday for months. Most astrologers are obsessed by birthdays, their own and others. As I moved through the day, it felt very ordinary. I don’t have a reason for this, other than to say that my internal wiring has been either reconfigured or burnt out. Today I feel like I had been partying for six months and and the high is gone. I am left with the sense of a psychological hangover, The high eventually leaves here on Earth yes? I have been riding the waves of intensity and after it levels out, there is a quiet that is unsettling.
I do not think the K has completely left and I do not think it leaves anyone entirely. Getting a decent night’s sleep is so welcome and so essential. But it has been a few weeks without dream visitations from anyone. I was so excited each evening to see who would show up as my ” dream mystery date “. Now I wonder if there will be any future 5D dates .
I realize that patience still fails to be my strong suit. Most likely some nocturnal adventures will return. While it is Scorpio season, the intensity I typically enjoy is receding. Does that Maurice is farther away? Not really. In some ways he was never that close and in other ways, he is part of me and isn’t going anywhere. I need to stop associating him with the Kundalini. Maybe I don’t love Maurice. Maybe I am in a relationship with the K. The K has more than met many of my needs in a way that no human ever has. Honestly I do not know. It is humbling to say that I am just an embryo on this particular path.
I set an intention this morning to see the day with fresh eyes. This seems to be a higher minded way of living. I certainly aware how my negativity gets in my way. My brain has been working overtime trying to make sense of my awakening. It simply cannot solve this puzzle. The brain is inadequate. Yet it keeps plugging away. Living with beginner’s mind, the Buddhist approach, is purer and more in alignment with spiritual evolution. It makes space for novel experiences and insights. It frees up old patterns and thought forms. I will keep working on this until or if I come up with a better approach.
I am considering starting a new blog soon. I will still keep this one but I want to write more about Twin Flames. I want to attract people who are curious about this topic. I also want to build more community. It is sobering to see how few comments appear on my posts. It seems the bots have taken over. I worry that my readers are not intrigued with this part of my path. I cannot take myself off the path so I need to find my tribe. I love all my current peeps but sense the support for my writing has waned. I welcome feedback now and always. The lack of feedback makes me wonder if I need to find the right audience. I know my experience can help others. I am still me and I believe my life can serve as an example or catalyst. Perhaps I am drawing the wrong conclusions but without communication I have little to draw on.
While most of the stimulation has decreased of late, I had an experience this evening that certainly was synch worthy. I did not see it coming and the outcome produced an ocean of tears. YouTube likes to have its way with me, that’s for certain.
Please watch this lovely video about two girls who call themselves twins. It may also break your heart. In a beautiful way. Keep in mind I did not have access to the full title when I viewed it on TV.
What is the Universe trying to tell me as I attempt to let go? Have a blessed 1111
