Post Birthday Reflections

 

Regarding the header image, I am in love with German Chocolate cake so it would be my ideal birthday cake. I have not eaten nuts in years. If a genie would grant me 3 wishes , one would be to be able to eat whatever I want. Wish number 2 would be to eliminate all my health issues permanently. I will get back to you about my final wish.

So I am 1 year older.  I was not certain I would arrive here. So so blessed and relieved! If only there were no more potential health scares weighing on me. I have decided to not catastrophize them.  I did this last spring and I learned that I do not have to repeat that behavior. I had an average day. I was pleased that I did not have a GI episode like I have  the past few birthdays. A cold yes, but I can handle colds.

 

 

It was a rainy mess but the weather was balmy for November. I was craving sushi and had a sushi party. At my last visit the portions were small so I ordered plenty. This time the portions were solid so I had too much. More is more is my motto so its all good! Look at that layout, so yummy.  I deserved it and ate all of it. Then I trucked over to Best Buy for the most important event of the day. I needed a new ROKU remote. Not having access to streaming on my flatscreen left me more ungrounded and emotionally dysregulated than I could tolerate. Thank goodness the new remote was compatible.

 

At some point I pulled a three card spread for the year ahead. I was in tears with the outcome. It was a magnificent spread with the 10 of Summer  emotions filfilled Ace of Summer romantic love and spiritual expansion, and The Empress Venus  or Divine Feminine ( that would be me lol! ) I hope for this all to manifest. My Solar Return chart for last year gave me a 12th house Sun. That explains all the loss and sorrow. The 12th house Venus also explains all the romantic madness, especially Rick dying and the Exes Tour I generated. Not to mention the Maurice saga which is sooooo 12th house Venus. Thankfully my Solar Return chart for this birthday takes place just a few minutes before my actual birth giving me a chart with almost identical house angles. Som the sun and Mercury remain where they were at birth. Plus I got a powerhouse 7th house now with Mars conjunct Jupiter conjunct south node in Leo in aspect to my natal chart Ruler Uranus. Woohoo if this does not bring in a decent man, I am out of ideas.  Time will tell.

 

Crazy Birthday Synchs 

I will be sharing some content that captures this moment. Some of this feels eerie. I need to keep asking myself if I am forcing resonance or is the evidence overwhelming? You can weigh in.

 

Birthday Twin has an almost Birthday Twin too!

 

 

Above is a clip from Ethan Hawke’s interview from 11/5/26 on the Tonight Show. I taped it to view later and viewed it on 11/6/26. ethan is my astro twin ten years apart. I am a huge fan of his work, Jimmy mentions that tomorrow is his birthday. He tells a story about his birthday and his new son in law whose birthday is the day before his. the day of the interview. So Ethan and I both have almost birthday twins in our lives.   Watch the clip!

 

Born to Be Together From Day 1 or 2

Here are three clips from last week’s Sunday NYT Style section. It is not the first time I read a wild synch in this section but the timing for this one is ridiculous.

 

 

These three news clippings are from last Sunday’s Times 11/1/26. I read this article a few days later. It is about a couple who fell in love. Basically the headline reads they were born to be together. The final clipping above describes this amazing synchronicity.  Not only were they born one day apart, but at the same hospital. I do not have this exact experience but I find it quite wild that on the week of my birthday I read an article featured about a couple who marry with birthdays one day apart. It sorta reminds of me of my link with someone I know!

 

Messages and signs from the Other Side

I had a possible message from Rick, my actual birthday twin. In my bathroom I found a daddy longlegs. It freaked me out because I rarely see them in the fall and when I see them they are usually very discrete. When Rick sends them they are very bold. The first time one dropped from the ceiling onto my laptop. On Friday it was moving towards me as I approached the toilet. On both occasions they wanted to be discovered. I do not like spiders but I appreciate the symbolism. Honestly my birthday felt more like an ordinary day. I tried to keep expectations low but also keep my mind and heart open. Rick will always be in my heart. He is my twin and death doesn’t change that.

Lastly I want to mention the gift I gave myself, Yesterday I had a psychic medium reading via Zoom with a colleague. we have met in person before and she is also a therapist whose career morphed into the metaphysical, I received an email a few weeks ago advertising a new service and it drew me in. I adapted the reading to my needs focusing a bit on soul agreements and life purpose. It was so interesting that she echoed many themes I have heard at least twice or more about myself. I was a shaman, leader, many times over, I have often lived a solitary life either cloistered or alone in the woods. Perfect for a 1st house Pisces South node placement. Apparently I lack courage and have trust issues. I also lived as a Native American around the late 1700s and was an herbalist and well respected in my community.

Much more was said but I do not want to reveal all now. I do want  to shed some light on the Maurice situation. I chose to pay someone to tell me things he won’t tell me. It is fascinating that multiple people have told me similar things about my soul journey but no one could give me a heads up about Maurice! Years ago my psychic pal Robert repeatedly said I was to partner with a younger man but that was it. I basically forgot about it because it did not happen. The reader said that me and Maurice are destined and he came around to make me up. According to the three light beings who stayed with her the entire reading  , yes light beings aka litebeings!, told her that he and I go way back and have a long held agreement to come together and wake each other up when one of us is entering a time of expansion. We have been siblings, teachers, students, occasionally lovers, friends, and business partners. That cracked me up because Maurice seemed more interested in developing my career that I do. He also was very curious about my mother and even cautioned me that Mother’s day was coming up in an email. Like I often think when I reflect on him “What the hell? ” They went on to say that our history goes back forever and if i wanted to spend an entire reading about him only that it would take more than a day to cover the details. They said that he is quite aware what happened when we met and that he was also impacted. We are equals to each other but I am currently more evolved. They implied he has much work to do and that he has some issues. I did not necessarily need to know this, not that I am surprised. The reader said that we can be whatever we want to be, including traveling the world together. That made me smile. Yet wouldn’t that include us actually getting along? I told her that I feel a lot of intensity and longing. She said they told her that I would never be satisfied until we were no longer embodied. This blew me away. It is interesting that decades ago I regularly met with a female channel. I asked her many things but my love life was part of it. She gave me a similar scenario with Herman but emphasizing the spouse and lover contacts as more frequent. Yet we were often children and parents, teachers and students. Herman and I often forged a cerebral connection and I would bring books over to him. Many times he would ask me to read to him. I thought that was so strange! However after I met with the channel I got it. He was accessing a parent child past life.

The reason I tend to believe much of what I heard was because so much of it keeps repeating form multiple sources. It is upsetting to often hear that as the female I am more advanced. Why can’t I experience a more evolved male, why oh why?  I will probably reveal more of the reading in a future post. It was mostly very positive. I love the light being synch, considering the name of my blog!

I am still processing what I was told and hoping for internal confirmation. She worded it that we keep coming together life after life to wake the other up. I have to wonder why now at age 65? I am already somewhat woke. I wonder if Joel has a similar agreement? I wonder if Joel and Maurice and Rick all know each other. It feels like a tag team. Rick leaves and shortly after I meet Joel who wakes me up afte a couple hours together. No K though, fortunately. Then Rick dies , passing the torch to another birthday twin. Me and Rick have sun conjunction and sun moon. Me and Joel have the moon conjunction, Me and Maurice have sun and moon conjunctions. I have never heard of such an odd arrangement but this is what I was told.

I do feel some peace now that someone who is not me told me that we are destiny. The charts illustrate the reality for us. I do not know how I am supposed to just know this and go on with my life. Still it is nice to know I am not insane. I have the tape to prove it.

I will end this birthday tribute with some videos. While it was a lonely time with no contact from Maurice and little contact from my family, I am used to this type of life. With my card spread and the pending New Scorpio Moon , I am asking for a love partner. One who is healthy and mature and available in all ways. One who is right for me. He could be anyone as long as he is a correct manifestation of the One.

 

This song is an old time favorite. It is deeply romantic and captures a fantasy of seeing the world with a beloved partner. I like how he aske her if she trusts him. Who do I trust really? I am working on starting with myself first.

 

This is a great way to wrap up the birthday theme. Back in June when me and Maurice were on better terms, he randomly shares this on his personal FB page. When I first heard it, my heart nearly stopped. It is a love song about a woman with a Gemini Moon and Scorpio Sun. I thought he meant for me to hear it.   But we will never know. What I do know is that the song is haunting and intense and the singer and has wife died together in a fire before its release. This is quite tragic.  I learned of the song the same day I learned of Rick’s death. Did Rick send to to me too? Were they working together? All I know is the odds of a song with this configuration reaching me via Facebook is close to zero to none, miracle territory. May the miracles continue for us all!

Namaste my litebeings.