Giving and Receiving

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Oh what a week it has been!

 

Dreams vivid

Sleep poor

Heart screaming

*Limbs are soar  sore

Muscles on fire

Tummy rumble

Pain and agony

Keep me humble

 

If I can turn body misery into poetry, maybe I will survive after all!

Throughout all the medical madness I have been preparing and planning for the organization of my first Meetup group. It took place today and it was fantastic. I put myself through so much torture over the details. Finding the right room was an adventure that proved more challenging than I imagined.  Both of the spaces I was interested in were located in a church. The song Take Me to Church kept prompting me to survey the local churches. The names of the women in charge of rentals at the churches I visited are Angela and Angelique. Interesting, don’t you think? When I do what I am called to do and put the logistical cart before the horse, my ego screams in protest. The calling to speak about the mystical path has been growing steadily over time. I have been ready, but still frightened of the responsibility of leadership.  But it all worked out so well. Lovely space, beautiful people, and a sense that I am on the right path. I was called to create a structure that I wish was there when I was young and needed one.

When I return home there is a huge envelope waiting for me from a friend:
 

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Goddess-Tarot

Now I knew the book would be coming at some time TBD, but the tarot deck was an unexpected bonus. I cannot wait to play with these, yea!

Life is back and forth, up and down, inward and outward, inhale and exhale, give and receive.

The timing of the gifts is exquisite: A reward for mobilizing through the physical pain and following through on my vision for starting a Meetup for Mystical Awareness.

If you are local and want to join the meetup, contact me and I will hook you up.

I have some of the best friends in the world. They are generous, kind, and have great timing apparently. In the larger picture I see that I am being watched over , throughout the periods of darkness and suffering. I still don’t know why my body goes off and does its own thing. It could simply be the aftermath of cumulative stress and worry over my unstable lifestyle. Or a distraction to tempt me to abandon my dreams. Or both, or neither..

Does that mean I must suffer in order to receive “rewards”? Hell no! I am just noticing the rhythm of this week. Today is Sun Neptune and I have this aspect natally. There is some glimmer of light a midst the haze.

 

Namaste

 

* Postscript: After a chaotic week, I can report that I slept like a baby last night and I am so grateful. As I reviewed my minipoem here today, I noticed a typo. I typed soar instead of sore. That got me thinking, perhaps my body is soaring and I am experiencing growing   pains. Or maybe it was just a typo.

 

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    1. Hi Sue,
      Thanks for your good wishes. My body is slowly healing. Don’t know for certain what is going on with me, but will step up elf care ( hmmm I meant self care!) including more meditation, less data input on health issues or health awareness, and more play. The dreary weather is also getting old. But Spring is coming and so is more daylight in US starting on Sunday.

      hugs aplenty,
      Linda

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    2. Hi Sue,
      Thanks for your good wishes. My body is slowly healing. Don’t know for certain what is going on with me, but will step up elf care ( hmmm I meant self care!) including more meditation, less data input on health issues or health awareness, and more play. The dreary weather is also getting old. But Spring is coming and so is more daylight in US starting on Sunday.

      hugs aplenty,
      Linda

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  5. Congratulations ! Wonderful that you got this group event organized. I imagine that this can be quite a hassle. But the universe helped. Each time we do what we are supposed to do , then things fall in place easily. That is encouraging to hear.

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    1. Yes it is and my natal Saturn Mars opposition is being triggered by Uranus and Pluto, With Mars in the 6th my health is vulnerable. But I am working on looking at the transits and triggers from a fresh perspective. Love, Linda

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      2. Aquarius rising (Saturn and Uranus ruled) links up to the 1st house of the physical body, too. Uranus square Pluto (and my 8th house Pluto -man!) me, too! You are doing a great job from what my little eyes can see! Congrats on your meetup!! xxKa

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      3. You are correct, fortunately Aquarius is not negatively triggered here. For me Uranus is sextiling my ASC, but I don’t really notice it. Yes your Pluto and Mare are in the mix, with the approaching Pluto Square developmental cycle. Thanks for your support. What I would give for a free highly skilled chiropractor , massage therapist or acupuncturist. Just putting that out into the multiverse 🙂

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    1. Hi Jamie,
      Thanks for the support. The feedback comments were very positive. I do hope more people show, yet those who did come out are wonderful. The gifts were icing on the cake! March will be interesting and I wish you blessings and light. Linda

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